//mod note. under the cut… please read.
I am very sorry but like I feel bad sometimes if i don’t answer asks with “now” or time-related stuffs as fast. I was not planning to draw much on certain moments.
But like… how do i put it… I don’t really like the pressure I put myself in ignoring such a thing? I am sorry :“D I don’t mean to blame any of you or anything.
If you want me to respond to urgent stuffs… feel free to message me anytime. Either here or in Torosiken- but to remind you I am also a human and I have a life. I will try to respond as fast as possible though!
If messaging me a certain thing important as ask… I don’t really know how to handle it as ask…><;; Unless it’s my main blog. Because I am free-er to do anything. But in askblog, I kinda put myself on stricter rule on what to post and all. Somewhat I feel pressured to draw it out. I know sometimes I can just simply write text but like… how do I put it…
On “now” related stuffs, I feel bad if I am late even by a few hours in answering it. Because by then the situation might’ve changed. It’s different on askblog to askblog interactions tho’, because real life happens faster than the “time in askblog”. It’s more comfortable because there is a certain “deadline” to it. This includes things like seasons/holidays (summer is coming/Christmas/Valentine/etc.) because it has a deadline that was not supposed to be “urgent”.
I can do it fast, but I am not really pressuring myself to do it right after the ask. Especially if it was an ANON because I don’t know what is happening to them and how urgent it was. And I couldn’t reply or message privately either and the only thing to answer it is to POST it. (my main blog is accepting anons too so like if there’s an urgent thing and you don’t feel like revealing yourself, go on my main blog?)
I might be fast in drawing, but it was always my choice on what to do on that day. I am not blaming anyone and I am just really sorry if this sounds like an attack or something. I never do this kind of post thing before but I am just… uncomfortable :”D Because this kind of thing happened in my previous askblog and I am like… hella uncomfortable by that too. Even if that thing just happened once.
I kinda put this thing in my about page- but then again it was subtler- I feel like addressing this out. I am a human. And I can’t handle the pressure of “urgency” in my head.
It’s not you, it’s me. Please don’t blame any of you for this. I am just simply asking for a simple request… so… can you guys maybe lessen or not doing the “now” thing at all unless I specify that I am up for it on that day? :”D (because I know I am planning to do some impromptu whole day event thing on a certain time span)
I am typing this from my office while I was supposed to be working by the way 
(lol don’t worry I will get to it XD) I normally draw things in between of break and work and all. Sometimes, like this day- I feel like relaxing and just be active on my askblog. On other days(and most days), I kept the askblog tab open but I am still working in my other tab. Sometimes I switch between drawing askblog and work, sometimes I focus on my work. You’d be lucky if you did send the “now” related stuffs while I was available to draw… but when I don’t… well… That’s why I am saying this in this whole post just in advance.
Once again I am sorry and I hope none of you take this to the wrong way. You don’t have to apologize, because basically I was the one who chose to be complicated and drew a thing for an answer when I could respond with other ways. Please don’t be scared to send me any kind of messages/ask!
Thank you for reading. I love all of you by the way. From the depths of my heart.
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